Nefelibata.

Picture Imperfect.

Tell me everything I shouldn't know

The dark stains that refuse to go.

Fill me with the darkness that shall blind,

The answers to the questions on my my mind.

Beneath that fine veneer and sheen

Maybe there are unknown tales to glean.

Fall from that pedestal of glory please

Bestow that starched white with some grease.

Tell me everything I shouldn't know

Anything to let go of that halo

Fill me with dark lies so I may believe

And hope to seek an uncomfortable refuge.

Beneath that chiseled perfection I see

Maybe there are crevices and cracks unknown to me

For now that is all the reason I can live with

To believe that it is after all a delusional myth.

When I'm not swatting flies and seeing inebriated patients on night duty at the Holehonnur CHC, I'm scamming their free WiFi and attempting to relearn how to write poetry.

Working at a PHC for a month and now a CHC has been an interesting experience so far, opening your eyes to the amount of sickness and disease. It also makes you realize how the things you take for granted are privileges to someone else.

During my free time in the day, I've been doing paintings that should probably be torn up into 38372827 pieces yet I still have them probably because they are so stupid they are a little funny. :')

Oh and I'm also listening to some music after what seems like ages! :) 

• Kajra Mohabbat Wala (Sachet Tandon)
• You can be king again (I'm not really into anime but I should thank Medha for this!)
• Nindaraan Diyaan (Amit Trivedi) <3
• Your hand in mine (Explosions in the sky)
• K (Cigarettes after sex)
• What's my name (Rihanna) (I heard this recently after years and I couldn't believe I was a big fan of this once xD

^ A cloud walker. An individual who lives in the clouds of her own imagination or dreams. A person who doesn't abide by the rules of society, literature, or art.