Bliss.

Bliss.

Friday, May 28, 2010

Board Not Bored exams this year.........








Hullo! Long time no see...
Really, I have so much to write about too...
Watching "You belong with me" for no reason...
School started and yeah I went to Sirsi etc and made a nice album of it too..Twas  a nice experience. Rural India is unspoilt and less crowded.Goks Beach was loveley and Yana was a wonderful sight. The Sonda mutt had a tranquil atmosphere which I had never felt anywhere before.And it was fun with Jyothi and Pooja.Not to forget Sigandur , Honnemardu or Marikamba temple.
Yes, I did miss that leadership program and that's why I'm going tomorrow. 
8 Days since school started and what should I say??
Sunday was Nidhi's Bday and I saw Twilight on Saturday!
He's not hot and she's not cute but together they make Twilight a lovely movie.
And Shrek was not bad either.Had 3 Ice creams! So that day was good except for the fact that I knew there would work PILED up..
Wrote and essay for C mam about "What I was supposed to do and what I ended up doing in the hols and why?" . I rather liked writing it.
School's as usual feeling diff that's all. Sanskrit new teacher. Oh, I got my papers too. What can I say? 8.5% depreciation.But 6% improvement in Sanskrit! Order now: S Me D. Last time: D Me S. I'm balanced.
So then Yesterday spoke to C mam and she gave Valuable tips.Try to follow them too.Started as a matter of fact. FB once a week. Lot of things to remember actually.

Me: I chatted with Samy the other day.
Nidhi: Samy who?
Me: Samaneh Jawad, Don't you know?
Nidhi: God! Why are you so into her?
Me: Really, I'm not.......!
Nidhi: Shut up!


I play better when you're not around and I'm calmer too. So don't come. - Me.( To myself. I wish I could tell it to the concerned person though.)


Your Love is my Drug - Ke$ha

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug?

Relatives are a necessary Evil- C mam


I listen to English songs -Deepthi


R u an American? - Me (.Foolishness.)


Have you become thin, girl?- Computer Teacher ( No names exist for her. Only "Boy" and "Girl")


Haha- Samaneh Jawad ( That's mostly all that she said throughout that chat)


SO!- Anagha Aravind , Urja Tibrewal and Achala Keshava ( I never get it.)


Tommy's the leadership thingy and I'm rather nervous. The Pursuit Of Happiness seems like a real good movie. I should see it fully sometime.
Books I read in the hols:
Good Wives-Louisa May Alcott
Around the world in 80 days-Jules Verne
The 3 musketeers-Alexander Dumas
Pollyanna grows up
Upper fourth at Malory Towers-Enid Blyton
Drunken Forest-Gerald Durrell
A lotta chicken soup for my kinda soul
Harry Potter series for the Nth time...
And now reading Jungle Book.


10th then. So pretty hectic eh? I do wanna do well in my Boards.But I think it is cruel that a teacher who says she is "way ahead" of other classes takes our only PT period just to circulate a tuning fork thrice.Not.Very.Nice.


There was an Air crash recently and several innocent citizens were killed.Several families were devastated. Several dreams were shattered. Several lives changed forever. But only a few survived.


And now there's that IDIOTIC plan to make Lalbagh into a commercial money-making amusement park.OUTRAGEOUS.Why do these officials come up with such hideous ideas?
If there is a protest I WILL go to express my rage at the foolishness of the idea. I maybe a schoolgirl but I'm sick and tired of hearing "Man is the culprit" and "Humans are responsible." so I think it's about time we DO something instead of pretending that another species has caused this.

11.20! Good gracious, how time flies.. Pokerface is strange but just like it's singer .Bad Romance Stinks.Anbu fine. Down with a cold. I wish I spent more time with her. She's an adorable child.


Yawn... Are you happy? You better be.
Seeya!

Saturday, May 8, 2010

It's Late. My Fate.

Hols! Really  this time it's bin different... At vasanthnagar...And now back in Banashankari....
Badminton's really nice. Sweating it out like never before.. Love my Corby and Done with Base. Starting Cycling from Tommy.

I should start School Work too... Monday I think...I have time till 20th after that, No Looking Back...
 Bit confused at the moment.. I should ask which standard atleast! Gonna muster enough courage to do so on Monday... Whenever I think of doing so, I invariably walk past with a glance which is returned with interest.
But I got o Baddie to play and do only that. I like the game too. Making new friends... and meeting new people. 
Fine.
Bye,
Sorry. More when there's more.

10th May

Hey..
well m'going outta town in a few days for a few days.Can't wait for tommy.
Dad: "Are rumours that you're  not studying Baseless?"
Me: " Not until Base got over." :-)
Well I completely agree that I haven't been academically productive this hols... But from 20th I've nothing else to do but just that.. Badminton's fun.. I'm seeing real good players..*-*
Yesterday was Deep's Bday..Wished her.. Spoke to Sumana..
Then GOTTO reduce fb time and blog instead.. God, I'm SO happy Samy liked my blog! Getting crazier dreams by the minute...

Well I WILL do it today...I hope so at least.. But actually I don't want to know the truth. Because I fear the worst...TDH.

Lolzzz..  That's enough for you!

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Sometimes....................

                                                                                                  I'll Wait.

                                           Sometimes I'm confused
                                               Whether what I'm doing is right.
                                      Sometimes I wish those dreams'd come true.
                                            Sometimes I wanna do what I want
                                           Sometimes I don't know what I want.

                                                 Is it wrong? Is it right?
                                            I don't care.Or Maybe I do.
                                    Sometimes I want to share my thoughts.
                                         Sometimes I realize it ain't for me.

                                 Sometimes I wish I could be who I want to be.
                                          Sometimes I think maybe this is me.
                                                    I can't be like that girl.
                              That imaginary girl who has all that I'd ever want.
                                                    I'm like this.Not like her.

                                        But one day, I'll wait for that glorious day.
                                                    I know I shall do it.
                                            And everything will be O.K.
                                           N everyone will be OK with it.
                                                Coz it's my life after all.
                                               Not Today.But Someday.
                                               Maybe Long.But I'll wait.

That Day.

The wind tickled my face.
And Nature celebrated the occasion.
Happy about Nothing.
And quiet smiles to myself.

I knew it. I don't know more.
This was it.
It couldn't be true.
Tickled Pink.

You Know it's true,
when you feel it.
You just can't help,
but bask in it.

Maybe tis the end.
I've had enough.
I spose it ain't for me.
Then there's my goodbye.Known to only me........






Seeya!









Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Troubled Times...

Where Do I begin???
I spose at the very beginning...The Last few days have been trying and tough for everyone in the family.
Thursday my tests got over and I was ecstatic. Friday was AWESOME coz we had our case study( though it was hardly worth it's name).It was great fun and we took loads o snaps. (Course some ppl did not like that a lot.But I did'nt want to waste my Precious Day for that).
So that day I stayed up till 1.40 AM sending mails and all..N afta dat Mom n I went to Mantri Square in Malleshwaram. 
I think avoid the place unless you're blessed with unlimited energy and can tolerate crowds.I took my own sweet time for my shopping ( sportswear for B'minton  and cute tees 4 Base) and finally after a few arguments I was Done with my stuff.
The place was kinda too huge according ta me.Forum is good coz it's not too big nor is it small and congested.This one was Humongous.So after all the shopping , it was back home and I was up on the Net uploading the pics and other stuff.


Next day was A Girl's Day Out coz Akshatha, Dhruthi, Deepthi, Sumana, Neha, Vidhathri , Anusha and me all had a BLAST!!!
First I was at MM at 10.00 AM sharp  while everybody else slowly came.Sumana and Deepthi came at 10:40 along with excuses ready. :|
So we got into the bus and Akshatha joined us at Jayanagar.(And Never took a ticket.)Then we got down at 4th Block and ambled and strolled around aimlessly as if we had no responsibility or cares.( For a Change.)
We had some food at Cool Joint and dropped iceblocks in Cane-O-La.Clicked mad snaps on the way and I was busy hiding from a Nosey Aunt.Picked up some thing for my sis.Walked hand-in-hand with Deepthi.Remembered Rachana.Went to a park and had a nice Photo Session.(Some lame guys were interested in getting featured in our pix.Nothing was going to spoil Our Day.).Clicked away as if we were never going to see each other again.


Then we parted and we had Yelneeru.Walked a Real Long Distance and finally reached a topless bus stop.Scorched our butts on the seats and nearly died of thirst.
Got into a crowded bus whose passengers never decreased but steadily increased.Neha and I suffered from Acute Asphyxiation.Got back home at 3.00  PM dripped in dirt and covered with sweat but with  a look that I had had the time of my life which pleased my parents.


Then we left for our Ajji Mane and reached US( Ultra Slow thanks to:..............).Nidhi and Mama were getting ready to go to the match( Pavillion tickets.).
Thatha was happy to see me and said " Are you new to the family?, your  visits have become rare" in English.
Then I was requested to stay back while Mom n others went to the dentist.I wasn't happy but I agreed.
Later there was a change of plan and Ma agreed to take me along.Thatha said something about "old man", "longs for company", "rarely any visitors" and was also extremely angry about something I don't wish to disclose.
We left and I spent time with Atthe .It was a long time since I had spoken to her openly and it led to the Same Topic.Then  we had dinner at her Mom's place and reached Ajji Mane at 9 PM.
We saw him hobbling in the compound with a tired look.Ma was touched and requested me to speak to him kindly.
He was angry about us not spending time with him.  He was particularly angry with ......
He petted Anbu and lifted her up and pampered her.He gave me a glass of milk saying I should drink it If I cared for him.He spoke to Dr. Ajay Singh and said it might be possible that he will forget him.They spoke for a while and then we left after he gave Lokesh a Ravalgon and said "Bye " to each and every one of us.If Only I Had Known It was GoodBye that he said....................




Next morning we were supposed to leave for Mysore for a short trip and I slept after a bit of FB.Morning my mood was spoilt when MaguAjji woke me up at 5.When I was brushing my teeth Ma banged on the door and said Thatha had had a Heart Attack.I stared.I didn't know what to say.She left in a few minutes and I sat dumbstruck.Then MaguAjji dropped the bombshell.
He had died.


Only then din tell Ma coz she wouldn't be able to take it.He had died around 3 AM.I was too shocked to speak and I locked myself in my room.I felt myself in tears and let it all come out but there was nothing.Death. why did it have to come to him?
Heart Attack.But he wasn't a heart patient.He had loved me a lot.Had I loved him the same? Truth is bitter.
I was undergoing indescribable emotions and sat on the couch thinking of the memories.
Then we got a call.Ma. She had got to know.She had cared for him.And I will liberally add "the most".I couldn't say much.I just heard her.


Then I shut out my memories and went on FB. I don't know why I did it but I did.I saw the pix and uploaded them and all that stuff.Then we left for Vasanthnagar.During the journey I was filled with trepidation .I did not know whether I could take what I would be seeing.
We arrived.I got out  and rushed and saw the doors open and there he was.draped in garlands.Something he had never received in his lifetime.With a serene look that he never had when he was alive.
The rest of the day was emotionally taxing and I did FB  to destress myself.The rites where too much for me to see but I had to and also had to console my distraught Mom and Gran.Many were in tears and most were on the verge of it.And then it was all over.




Yesterday there was Base and I went.The Photo appeared in DH and TOI and we began to get non-stop calls from Bank colleagues , Family friends and a lot more people.Syko got to know too.
Base was nice but crowded and there were too many boys and I did NOT like that...


Tday was ok.Reading Good Wives.Set in 19th century America it's about a family of 4 girls and is interesting.Innocent and delicate, Alcott has left an indelible mark on me.


I still don't know why I haven't cried.Is my heart made of stone? I imagine him sitting beside me and reading this and that scares me.I often look around as if trying to find him in the skies or just as a translucent image.I'm rather scared to go to his room or see his walking stick, his watch , glasses and other things.


I wish I had spent more time with him.He used to tell me of his desire to live to see his grandchildren settled and happy.I wish I had spoken to him properly over the phone when he used to call, longing to hear my voice.I wish had come here more often instead of just pretending to study at home.I wish I had returned at least a fraction of the love that he loaded me with.I wish I had sung all the songs he had wanted me to.Now no one will ask to hear my voice again.


I was blaming myself for all this when Dad and I had a talk and I felt better.I'm convinced though that he was upset with us when he died and .....


I hoped tomorrow will be a better day and he will always remain in my mind.He wanted me to be a successful person and that I will do.
I believe even if nobody does that he can see us from the skies.Maybe he will be happy there after his years of suffering here.Dad agrees that all of us have something to  feel guilty about and that all of us  never understood him.Ma was the only one.


I want to compose a poem in his memory and will put it up as soon as it's done...
I guess you've got to be careful with what you say because ....Well, ppl take it differently and I hope never to hurt anyone anymore...
I think I need to improve as a person and treat others better.Gran's there and I'll do all I can for her.


Now , got other stuff to do.....


Toodles.



Sunday, April 4, 2010

hmm..


‘Lo
Well Internet’s out for a while and I’m feelin bit bored…
Amazin technology really…There was an iron speck in my eye so the ophthalmologist put a needle into my eye and removed it!!
So I spose that was the reason for watery eyes….Went to Sapna yesterday..I wanted to buy S’s Secret ( Shobhaa De`)..But Dad said no. Looks like he has a poor opinion of her.  Hmmm.
I can listen to ‘Paas Aya Kyon’ a hundred times without knowing the meaning n yet like it all the same.
I think I should study Sanskrit NOW.
I’ll save this wid a pass and so that later I can copy it into my blog.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

K...I'll Chill.. But maths is on thursday ...

                                                 Where are those days????

Woteva!!
Seriously crappy mood...Thanks again but Implementation ain't gonna b easy!!Am I addicted 2 self photography??Dunno...I'll put some of em up here....Happy to see Samaneh's blog...I am crazy (Known fact..)

Be back soon..or not....I wonder If people r reading ma blog..:) *wink*( No vidha3, Not @ Syko!!) 

9:00 
Yeah So back again...It was raining and Biddi had a gala time(First experience of rain!).Todsee oni 12 were present n that includes DA and SS and others..TS was absent an so was MLK(after all I'm talking about the Zealous Skolar).Codenames totally Rock!! Privacy Guaranteed..
Um..weekend was Sad...I SO badly wanted to go to Sapna(da new huge 1) and I thought lemme study a few things and then go..So I kinda worked (Who am I kiddin? Real Work) ovur da weekend.And trust me to have unachievable expectations..So yeah the whole thingy went 'Kaput'.And Dad was upset "too" coz he offered that he'll take me there even if I'm not done with my studying but I blandly refused only to repent later..Course we went PV for Dinner (But I din have my "Vanilla wid Hot Chocolate Sauce and Nuts" [Hey but Ma got me one yesterday { Bet Dad isn't aware ov it}])..Yeah and Dinner had it's obvious Weekend Side Effects ( The Usual and Stressful).


Ts has a prog tommy.Wonder how she's gonna manage it..But after all she'll pull off a fast one since she's Brainy( Unlike me who has to swot for HOURS to understand Panini's innumerable and Ununderstandable rules of SANSKRIT...It's true..I spend most ov my time on this subject..)
K I've gotto quit comparisons..I am what I am and Like People tell me, I should "Never compare Myself to anyone; rather Introspect" .


Is what I'm thinking really happening? I should wait and watch.Interesting though.I'm refering to 2 things .Both are mentioned in this post..


So Thursday's Maths.This is part of my plan to Stay Calm.I hope blogging makes things clearer to me.I want to do well this time.I'm not aiming at beating anyone, just wanna improve myself which has always bin ma target.(Doesn't mean I've always achieved it).So All I pray is that Lemme get how much I deserve.If My preps are good,I hope I get good marks and If they're not: Well..Erm...Wotevur..


Today was good fun..Why am I the target of all jokes? Oh well, I spose I ask for it with all my crazy talk..I like it though! Like Pa says, A good sport can take a joke bout themselves...Easy for you to say Dad with all those Election Jokes And Winks and Hearing Problems.. ..


When I say where are those days..I mean the Obvious. I love seeing all those Kodai fotos..Though I have bin told the ever-Irritating dialogue of " Life is not Kodaikanal" several times. Blogging kinda helps to understand myself better I guess..Yeah I'm da type to prefer a job as tour guide to a Desk one..But that's me! and I like being myself.So what if everyone has the same opinion(Humph! copycats.) I stand out and I like dat..


Hols I wanna join some camp and I have C ma'm's insistence to support me.HEY!! I saw JB a few days ago...N I did'nt say anything...I can't believe I'm the same girl who wrote "SHIT I missed JB!!!!" in her diary about a year and a half ago..Things change. I guess I've grown up.I have a feeling JB 'z younger by a year( EEP!! that's embarrassment!! Pinki told me- 'lo? who can believe her though)
Yeah I'm still surprised about the JB. Once upon a time I was like crazy to get a glimpse.Now I just walk past without as much as a glance at the Red Faced Red Tee friend of .....whom Pinki treats like a Bro. OMG! I wrote a letter to Pinki once and she was all about Jb searching an all such foolish Imaginations....


Yeah that's what it is..Me and my foolish Imaginations. That'll never come true. That'll RND as dreams. As unfulfilled desires .That I have given up for the sake of someone else's happiness.They'll remain in my heart and in my diary ( which still exists Folks!- Na I din Chuck it like what 3 people think)


IPL is on and I haven't seen one ONE  match completely .N mah totally understanding friends accuse me of Nerdiness.Thanks , Thanks a Lot.And Dad telling me to Chill and .........


I wish I could understand the meaning of the lovely songs I'm listening to..(What a shame! I never really understood Hindi).But Some songs ...I do know..and will never forget~(PNM and YIH!!!!!:)..Foreva!!)


And now feeling kinda sleepy..Shall I do some Math?? Or some Bio...No I'll Blog a bit more!


Some people were my friends and they'll foreva remain in my memory...
  • Archana : My first friend. A year older. With a bro called (Oh well I'd rather not    mention it!). Cute girl. Chinmaya Vidyalaya. Now nothin else.                                    ~Will not forget the lazy afternoons~
  • Navyashree: BSK 2nd Stage. Year Older. Has a sister:Komal or Sumal.Kumarans.Nice girl.                                                                                                                 ~Will forget neither the prank calls nor the foolish clubs or that lovely pic~
  • Rachana( Karate) : Ballur Venkobra Rachana. Nice Ikon. Year Older. Sudarshan Vidya Mandir.Has  a bro. Kind and forgiving.                                                                     ~ Will not forget my rudeness or the Lalbagh trip.~
Yeah So Mah time's up and it' s fair enough...
Gtg..
Dunno when I'll be back.
Say 8th April?
Taata!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

$%##@$%@%$#

I can't think of anything else...I rarely use cuss words but now My mind is FULL of them..
So many things to do and So little time..heard it somewhere...

Right I forgot to tell u  that I saw MNIK.. I liked SRK for once (an perhaphs the last time..)
Then wot else? Going Insane..Several reasons..Need to look up a cure 4 Infant Withdrawl Symptoms..

Why isn't Dad here when I need him the most???Baroda..Dammit no connection 2..Sent a mail..Doubt he'll check it..Ajji-swap-Vidya-swap-Lavanya-swap-U..How many more???


I should stop reading Harry Potter for the 100th time!!!Killing my conscience...


AARGH!!!
How much more should I endure???There is a limit..Too many opinions..Just leave me alone..I don wanna take sides...

Saturday, March 13, 2010

A lesson for life..

Ok!! first I should get outta fb...Second I'll not do wot I did yesterday...Never again...


3rd and MOST important...Chandana ma'm taught me a great lesson today:To Love. With and Open Mind. Just Love.

I have to record it..S o ma'm first asked me to do what she says and asked me tell her what was in my heart..
Initially I felt strange and shy but it was for long...I was telling her what it was about and how I felt..She understood and I knew I from fer unwandering eyes.Yes I am lucky I have people who love my unconditionally .Who accept me the way I am. But ...

Right , so we spoke for more than half and hour .Mam shared her own problem which I cannot share.Rite so we've got a problem and I should accept it and live with it.Love people with all their faults..They never asked for it.Look at the brighter side. Help them come out of it.Don't make them feel guilty, and just love them .
Don't use your brain too much..Use your heart and don't be judgemental.She's giving her hand forward, accept it.Don't cut yourself away from them.Spend time with everybody.Years later you will look back and be happy.Don't kill your emotions.Your sister looks upto you.


Mam thank you very much..I mean IT.I'll try my best to improve as a person..

I feel a LOT better..Dear Heart: Start working!! It's bin a long time since you did more than beating!!

Ok here's a poem about myself..I know it's madness!!


Composed at 8.30 on a busy day....
K gtg!!!
:)
:)

Friday, February 19, 2010

Syko

Complicated but loving every minute of it....
LOTS MORE....
3rd March...

Everything else is also too complicated...I've got AC in my room...It's great..I love it..Nowadays feeling totally upset....I wear a Bindi because I want to.I'm proud of it's significance and that's why I wear it..Not to make sure others can see it too...Seriously!How does the size matter..So started bad...Bio-kannu and 2 periods of Q.E then that idiotic SUPW teacher came to sanskrit class...A1 boys are SO stupid...LAME....I honestly dunno how I survived 40 minutes listening to that Supw teacher....

Lunch was "bleargh..".Then we had physics Test in Lunch Break...Ooops..4th was Eng Lang..GB came ,was in a jovial mood spoke about ripped jeans and future pilots opting for that career because of air hostesses..(hmmmm..VB?)..She seemed impressed by her own jokes...She asked me why was I so silent...She has heard a lot about me it seems...I'm sorry ma'm I'm gonna be the way I am ...

Then we had geog free-Baagal Kot was absent ..I was bored...Everybody else was doing something or the other with "somebody or the other"...I'm bored of my bench..Sums and Deeps are great friends and Syko has been living upto her name leaving me confused and lonely and irritated and desolated and AGITATED...Ok I called Geog teach a nutcase on FB..and she read it so did Vishaka..But that's what I think..She IS foolish and for heaven's sake she's NOT funny...I can't stand it when people are giggling like hell behind me while I sit silently;my brain pounding with frustration ;on the most lacklustre bench in 10A2..Oh and btw we had our assembly today...I hate Syko for spoling my chance sto say the pledge...J!

What's irritating me is that Syko's creating a bond b/w the first bench ppl and ME...
Just coz I sit there doesn't make me a part of their gang...Like "Me and Bugchi"??I hate her...I dunno why....

People are strange...It's hard to cope up with the maddening changes in the way they behave with you..And Dhru got many complaints Today....(can't mention:confidential...)

I dunno but I think it's true when people say(Actually only one person!')I've become hard-hearted..
It's not that I'm cruel or something..Maybe I can't really truly love anybody because I think somewhere I 've lost it...I'm finding it difficult to understand itmyself..But it's true..perhaphs after what happened on 23rd September 2008...I do like I lot of people I have friends and all...But the concept of "love" is strange to me...I find it difficult to...Maybe it's just too many things kept suppressed within my cerebellum...

Now that I've started I might as well get a few things cleared up within myself..I wish to be more free..Flexible..Open...Broad minded..
These are the things I already am but I'm not able to express it...As an individual I want to lead my life the way I want ..and it is going to be that way sooner or later..I isn't rebellion it's a demand for broad minded attitude towards everything in life...


I kind of feel sad for Divya...There's just TOO much pressure on her to grow up fast ,become like me(now everyone wants her to be like me but nobody appreciates me as an individual:))And its just not right...They should just leave her to grow up on her own.Stop overprotecting her and grow and become a different individual; not a failed clone of me...

Are Syko and me really good friends??I dunno how other "Best friends" are so I can't say much...But if we are not as close as we were I blame myself...We are friends but we sit apart,never sit together during break,hardly speak during Sanksrit and speak a bit on the way to the bus stop...It isn't the kiind of friendsship where I know everything about you and the same applies to you...It's strange ..we have many differences varied preferences and we're just not "like peas in a pod"..

So it's nearly 11Pm and I better sleep coz I've gotto get up early and revise Bio and Physics for the tests tomorrow..I guess I'm better after blogging a bit...N I don't think I can complete the Wayanad Blog...

Gonna test BioSleep...


---~*Jayashree HD Rao*~---

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Nice day...Dunno why,,,

It surprises me that though I have work piled up,yet I say it was a nice day.It brought back old memories,the old times and it was hilarious as well!

C ma'm came late for the special class and he lesson was interesting though she continued for a long time.
She let us free for Maths(Ma'm had gone to the Saraswati Puja )It was from then that Deeps and I chatted...
It was great ;thinking about the old cherished memories when life had no goal()..Several long hours were spent in gazing at the clouds and guessing their shapes..
I would joblessly amble up and down roads plucking flowers or speaking to random people on the road.My biggest hobby was studying people..Very interesting ,human Psychology is...

Deepthi is like me in many ways ;both love everything related to English and both have younger sisters.Also both of us have several similar views on various issues...Today was great..I know she liked it too..Though Sumana was like "talk to others too",It's just that they'll laugh at us...

We revisited those old "Barbie days"....I now there are people who thing it's girly n being a sissy.I don't care a damn- losers..I like what I like n Nobody can change that..
Yeah,as a kid I loved those dolls and I loved the additional sets you got along with them..It was nice to recollect something you will never get back in you life but will always remain in your heart..
Just like every boy has played with Hot wheels ,I have also loved dolls and dressing them up..
Deeps and I have a lot in common in this aspect..

Ok Ma's calling me 4 dinner...I gtg...Bu lemme finish first..

I can't forget the blunder I made while speaking of dolls(I can't tell what it is but all I can say is Evribody saw the three of us laughing with tears in our eyes @ my crazy mistake!!!)

Then lunch with Syko was nice and Physics was also good though it was 2 periods.. Computer as usual she came and said something to me...PT was kay coz I hate Throwball but I liked it for the Jokes and for the fact that I was the slowest when everybody rushed up the stairs...

next what happened...Is watery and i dont want to elaborate...

Sall for today!!!
LOADS OF WORK 2 DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!