Delhi Day 1

Day 1

              Dad, Mom, Lokesh and I left home quite early and we reached the airport after an hour or so. Ma wasn’t allowed beyond a point so we said our goodbyes and got through the first check point. Soon we meet Vidha3, her cousin and his wife. Vidhathri will henceforth be referred to as v3. so v3 and I roamed a bit in the airport. All of us ate Masala Dosa and then boarded the flight. We were flying IndiGo economy and the food was average. I read New Moon while v3 took photos. Somehow time passed and we landed at Indira Gandhi International Airport around 3 PM. Dad had booked an Innova for our travels  ( That was really sweet of papa). V3 and I were gushing at how green Delhi is and were manically clicking pics and before we knew it, we were at Shunti Hotel!

Soon we were inside the 312. I was clean and had all necessities. V3 and I were very happy! An entire room all to ourselves! We jumped on the beds and switched on the TV and sat like lazy ladkis for a while.Then refreshed and went to Rajghat. Rajghat is a vast area filled with trees shrubs and flowers. Green Landscape all around. It was a feast for our eyes (and Cameras). Sunset here was spectacular and so were the clean green lawns. W e saw MG Memorial, RG and IG Memorial and then went to Birla Mandir (Also known as Lakshmi Narayan Temple). This was the first place where cameras were prohibited. It was around 7PM in the evening. This was a typical North Indian temple built with marble. The idols were beautiful and so were the chandeliers. We spent quite some time inside the temple premises enjoying the calm atmosphere. Vidha3 had forgotten her Camera battery charger so we hunted for one and finally found one. After this we were in Raisina Hill. Rings A Bell? Yes, Prathibha Patil had expressed a desire to meet me and I obliged to meet her at the Rashtrapathi Bhavan. No Lol, We just took pictures of the impressive building. And then we went to India Gate. It looked simply stunning with the bright lighting. Apparently, on each brick of this structure, the names of men and women who fought for India’s freedom is engraved. And we also saw  Amar Jawan Jyothi. After this, we went back to Ginger, gobbled something sleepily and slept peacefully…..

View From the Plane! :)

Rajghat Sunset

Birla Mandir

India Gate

Zzzzzz.......

FareWell Trance

Is it the Beginning or the End of a glorious chapter in our lives? Ironically it is both. It has been a decade of “Honesty Humility and Humanity” and life outside Carmel, our Second Home is indeed hard to imagine.


Carmel has been a wonderful platform to learn and grow and has encouraged every child to excel. Be it Art, Music, Sports, Literary Activities or Quizzing, Carmel has always provided opportunities for all students.


Our 10 standard began in the month of February 2010 and to this day it has been an exhilarating journey through Shakespeare, Sulphuric Acid, Theorems, World Wars, Levers and Loops taught by the very best of teachers. They went beyond their duty to satisfy the most persistent student and did their best to make the classes interesting and lively.


Talents Day brought the class together on the pretext of the various competitions. Yes, there were squabbles and silly quarrels, But on the whole we learnt to organize and put up a performance without any help. Every single 10 A2 student showed solidarity and cheered the performers. When anybody won a prize, we celebrated it as a collective victory since everybody had contributed in some way or the other, be it dance or quiz or Singing.



The Special Assembly was another event that required organizing and coordination. We networked to avoid any glitches on stage and took all steps to give a splendid performance. All of us participated in this and united the class for a common cause. 


One event which none of the 10 A2 students will forget is Horlicks Whiz kids. Majority of the class participated in this 3 day extravaganza for which every 10 standard student anxiously waits. We cheered for the school, for our friends on stage and for the fun of it! This event left memories that will last a lifetime. 


Tests and Examinations kept us on our toes and did not allow us to relax. We stood by each other during these times and there was a healthy competition in the class .There was Interschool competitions where we participated, had a great time, saw the best of our peers and even won a few prizes. The School Day and Sports Day were the last of the extracurricular events. Here too we participated in large numbers, put our best foot forward and learnt a lot from the experience. 


It hasn’t been a smooth sailing though. All of us had to fight our battles, adjust to a variety of opinions and accept criticism. On several occasions the unity of the class was threatened, yet we remained loyal to the tag “X A2” and worked in unison. All this in the midst of projects, records, occasional unit tests and of course, our regular studies!


Words fail to describe the lively Lunch Breaks of 10A2! Be it dumb charades or silly chatter, this was the most (awaited/) cherished part of the day.40 minutes of games in a week was insufficient, yet we have had great times in this very ground.  10 A2 had several talents in the Science, music, sports quiz among many others and they have brought innumerable laurels to the school. 


We were extremely fortunate to have excellent teachers who made learning an enjoyable process. We will always be grateful to them for all the help and support they have given us.


With a heavy heart, we shall leave the cocooned environs of Carmel to face bigger challenges and achieve our goals in life, yet Carmel will always be a part of our lives. Time and distance may play spoilsport, but nothing can separate us. A decade in this institution has instilled values and principles which we intend to follow throughout our lives. The playground, Canteen, corridors and classrooms have been an integral part of our school life, not to mention the Science lab, Computer lab and the library. Every day in Carmel has taught us something new, something to remember for life. We hope to strive hard and achieve our goals and ultimately make our alma mater proud. We hope to put a smile on the face of all the teachers who have toiled endlessly for us.

I'm Alive. Or Am I?

Hello.

What Am I up to these days?

• Cooking
• Reading
• Playing with Divya (I will no longer use the term "Babysitting")
• Jigsaw Puzzles
• Texting

And that's about it. My social calender is rather full these days. (Earlier it was non-existant)

I'd gone to Lalbagh with Akshata, Anusha, Ananya and Vidhathri on Wednesday. 5 Girls.12 came to Garuda. Do I care? Maybe Not. 

In case You were looking for a travelogue, Let Me tell you, I am VERY lazy to keep an account of my travels, This time was better.I dirtily jotted down points. Point is I can't find it at the moment.Hence, no detailed account about the trip.
But yes, there are a few things I would like to share with my readers (IF ANY).

These travels made me realize how huge India is. So how huge the world is!
Yet despite the geographical distance, there are ties that bring as all together.

• Cricket
• Good Food
• Bollywood
• Politics, Maybe?

So many people we saw, spoke to, met and all of them have made an impact on me. Indelible Impact. I firmly believe that the world is good and people are good. These travels have only strengthened my beliefs.
All the places I have seen were beautiful.They were all unique. Be it Delhi, Agra, Shimla Or Tattapani. These memories will never fade.


It would be criminal on my part to talk about my travels without mentioning Papa or Vidhathri. 
Papa was Great! He had a great Time. I know he needed a break THE MOST. I am so happy that he was happy! 


Vidhathri! What Can I say? I can say a LOT! But to keep it short and sweet (for now), I'll say that she brightened up the journey and I realized that there is NO other better travel companion than Her!!! :) :D


A special mention: Rafting was truly Amazing!


FAST FORWARD >>

I've joined Deeksha even before I've got my results (they're giving me the "Heebie-Jeebies"!).I think I am Happy.I am nervous to think about the future. It isn't actually "Future", 29th April, Deeksha starts. I shouldn't panic.More Important: I shouldn't panic others!
Now I'm Bangalore. Went to Vidhathri's house one day with Anusha. Anu grumbled till the end.But I think she enjoyed. Anyway I liked it. Then 5 girls (including yours truly) went to Lalbagh. I would'nt like to wast my time talking about those how didn't/could'nt  come. 


We Had FUN! It was a lazy lovely day. Gossiped like granmas and got wet like little kids. Yeah, That's Us! :) 
It was a small group.Roamed around in the botanical gardens, climbed trees and clicked fewer pics. Lazily went to Maiyya's. Ate North Indian at the 5th floor. Food was Good.
Bill: Rs.930/- :P
 Then went down to the ground floor, ate ice creams, truffles and went back home.  


Next day I met my "Alter Ego"? PRINKLES!!!!!
It was after a really long time! I foolishly carried lesser cash than I would need which lead to a hilarious consequence in the end.We roamed around in Banashankari. All the 4 parks I know were conveniently closed, so we went and sat in the CCD. I sent my recent recipients a msg about my present location.This resulted in us meeting Vijay.Yes, Twas nice (?).Then his entire gang turned up.I politely turned down his request to join them and Prinkles and I sat and chatted! Went to Pizza Hut and gobbled like gluttons.
Bill: Rs.288.00/-
Money we have: Rs.287.00/- (After shelling out each and every coin and note in our purses)
I know! This sort of thing happens with Pinki only. (It's good it's that way)
I had a great day yesterday and I did not fall ill as I had feared. Pinki Is One Lovely Gal! I hope I'll never lose her invaluable friendship. (I hope she won't read this.Cause, she's gonna become a pricey bingo then! :P)


Akshata has given me several books

• Tagore's Short Stories
• 3 Men In a Boat
• Only time will tell
• Guide
• Success Digest
• Reader's Digest Condensed
• Beasts in my belfry

So I'm Very Excited about reading them! I also read New Moon in Delhi. I think it's nice.

Maybe I'm texting a bit too much these days. Then when else can I? And texting has resulted in few complications.It has also raised a few questions which I have been trying to evade. I must listen to Pinki.I can't feel frightened and sit. I can't sit and please people. 

Anusha Bhushan, Akshata G, Pinki, I  must thank you. I am still confused. Yet, I am sure these hazy hazy clouds will disappear and then there's gonna be Sunshine! 


Here are somethings you might like to see:

Pahadi Wear

Pigeons Of Delhi

More Snapshots Later......

Cya! :)

The Best Of Both Worlds.

This phrase applies to me to a great extent. I shall Elaborate later. In every aspect of life, this is my life. I have the best of both worlds.

• I get along well with mostly everybody.

I mean I don't have a problem with anybody.Yes, I dislike some things in people,I don't hate the people themselves.I don't completely fit in any category.And that makes me special.I flit in and out with ease through both worlds.Sometimes Its hard.
Basically the point is, A and C might hate each other.But I am B. I get the best of both. I like both.Both are a part of my life.Both (obviously) have drawbacks. But I'm lucky.

• I get to see the different facets of life.

I don't really know how to elaborate on this.I have seen extreme poverty as well as extreme affluence.I believe I am in the middle.I get to see both.It's a safe place.I get to know about people, stories of human kindness, cruelty,wickedness, love, desire, hatred. it's a complex world.I'm happy to know, to understand more, to hear about "Reality"..

I'm too sleepy to make any more sense....

I don't know when I'm going to blog again. Sayonara....No, Hasta La Vista......

Good Night.(Anusha?)

Garuda Girls.

Note: Internet speed is crappy now.


25th March 2011


It started out well after a little confusion about the MoT (mode of transportation). Dad was dropping rachana and me to Jayanagar. At the bus stand I aw Sumana walking with some other girl.She looked good too.Slowly, It hit us.It was Neha! She'd got a haircut the previous day.The change was Remarkable!


Soon Akshata arrived and after a short chat we decided to breakfast at Dosa camp (It has a new name.I don't remember, Ganesh darshan huh?) I wasn't hungry so after some of us had some food we walked back to the bus stand. Now finding the right bus was quite a confusion and after much ado and a strawberry Milk shake we got into a bus. 
I was busy eavesdropping in the bus while Ananya was hovering around.Soon,we reached M.G.Road and walked a bit.After following a traffic policeman's instruction that "The Garuda" is the first building, we reached our Destination!


We first entered Westside and believe me, It looks really awkward when 12 girls troop into a store without the least inclination to buy anything (And that expression written on all 12 faces). I BADLY wanted to execute my plan but not at the cost of my sanity. So I sadly moved on.Shopper's Stop had good dresses and after that twas CrossWord!


I knew I wanted to buy something.And I wanted to buy good ones.So I didn't bother about anybody and was lost in a trance finding the right book. After a lot of mulling over and pondering over the cost, I purchased "Time Stops At Shamli and Other Sories" - Ruskin Bond and "Gently Falls The Bakula"-Sudha Murty.( Incidentally, I've finished reading both!)
Of Course, we got dirty looks from the dirty woman there for un-sophisticated behavior.


Then It was time for Khana! Rach and I ate at Beijing Bites and had a pretty good meal. The rest mostly ate North Indian (Veg By Nature) and Pizza. Soon after, i splurged on a Hot Chocolate Fudge (Yum!). Oh and we had a real good photo session as well. (I finally got a good pic with Mani)


After this was the (un)Scary House. Just as we (Dhruti didn't come) were about to enter, a man (and presumably his wife) came out looking rather terrified and said "Don't go! Don't go!". i was a bit nervous. The last time I had gone was with dad so i was braver.With friends, I didn't know what to expect.Also I was leading (With rach..)


We entered and a loud sound objected our entry.Immediately the air was filled with hysterical screams. Suddenly I heard Aks say," I lost my slipper!" .Poor girl ahd to walk there  without it. Rach and I kept a constant chatter filled with inane rubbish like "Hee hee Hee hee Hee", " Calm Down! It's just a joke!". Yeah, Skulls, Corpses and other such rubbish punctuated by unearthly wails or cackles. Somehow we got through and reached the end.At this point, Apparently, a body rose and this frightened those behind me to push frantically resulting in me stumbling out of the depressing building. My right leg ached a lil but soon it was fine. It was Nothing great.I wish Dee had come. Maybe it was a lil fun, after all.Nothing great but.


Next was The Mirror Maze and this was not bad. We took longer here.A bunch of younger girls screamed about for everything and this rather spoilt the  experience. The stretch after this was really pretty.We walked out casually much to the surprise of the onlookers.(Neha wanted to capture my horrified expression but that never existed. 


Amoeba was awesome! We enjoyed with the hammer game and got snickers from our winnings. It was a laugh riot and an exhilarating experience.


Soon, it was time to go.We got out of the mall and clicked pictures again. Again we were confused how to go back. After what seemed like several hours we began walking.I suddenly began to see several Herbalife Advertisments.I looked around and saw the office.I saw and i10.I saw Ma! I called her.
She:Where are you?
Me:I'm behind you.
She (Looks Around): Oh!!!!
Expression=Priceless!


After this we proceeded to the bus stand got into one and got down at Jayadeva.I was tired and my feet were aching. After another bus ride we reached Jayanagar.Had a Slice and said Bai and each went their way.


Rach and I walked to her Dad's office. We sat and texted each other and I additionally killed mosquitos.Drizzled a bit. Spoke a little bit.Texted a little bit more.
Met dad on the way and got dropped home.Sat at home and read 3 things. Nearly Cried.

Meet My Friends.

Be Happy. I'm in a good mood. You'll be reading only the good stuff.
Bullet points or paragraph? Bullet Points.(I want to be precise)


Deepthi:

• Warm and Kind.
• Empathizes, sympathizes.
• Golden voice.
• Loves Harry Potter and English
• Sweet and Understanding.
• Hard working and Simple.

Neha

• Smart and adventurous.
• Good, slow company when walking down from bus stand.
• Sporty.
• A nice friend.

Akshata

• Genius.
• Sense of humour
• Down to earth.
• Creative.
• Great Company!
• Fun to Text!
• Will be a very useful friend in future. (Mentioning the name...:P)

Sumana

• Simple
• Sweet.
• Understanding.
• Helpful.
• Sensible.
• Caring.
• Friendly

Rachana

• Makes me Smile.
• Makes me Laugh.
• Makes me cry.
• Makes my life lovely.

Anusha

• BTB
• Understanding.
• Helpful.
• Great Adviser.
• A Fun bus Friend.
• A friend I don't want to lose.

Vidhathri

• Photographer
• Smileeeey
• Happy
• Creative.
• Great Company!

There's No Freaking Order in this arrangement. Don't Panic. Pinki, you have the privilege of having an entire post about yourself. Not Today. :)

Good Night World! :D

In Limbo.

I just Finished My Board Exam. 
I couldn't Be Happier.


Now for some Serious Blogging.
Since when Haven't I blogged Soulfully?
I'll Say December.


December 2010
Was Eventful. *Scratches Head to Remember what Happened*
Before That Of Course, We Had School day. And that was nice (not the programmes, YUCK!). And How Did We Go? Some Of  us car, rest I forgot. We Had fun. Vidhathri was our in-house photographer. Food was good. My whims and fancies were not satisfied. So I went home hungry. 


(Note to self : Stop Giving SO much importance to casing! )


Moving On, December I was busy with Babysitting and Studying. It was an emo-taxing month. I aced it. And Yes! I saw a real Live Fire! 
31st Dec 2010
Divya And Me playing in the room when I here a loud Sound. We ignore it. I see smoke wafting through the open front door and think "OK, That's Odd.". Then the rest of the family noticed this. Mama went down to see what was wrong and immediately rushed up saying that there was a fire. Panic. Excitement (Me: Duh!). Tension. Fear. You get it. So then, Mama and rushed down with Divya in my arms. (That kiddo was lovin' the excitement!) Then we screamed for Atthe to rush down in whatever she was wearing.As we rushed down,  thick black smoke was emanating from the switch board. After everybody was safe downstairs, they poured water  and the fire was extinguished easily. (Later we got to know that the neighbors had a fire extinguisher.For What Joy?)
After that began the arduous process of changing the wiring in the entire house. And that was december. 




January 2011
2nd Preparatory began and sadly I had an exam on my birthday. Nothin Much, except that we went our for dinner. (Probably the Lamest birthday Ever.) And not many people even remembered. 25th Jan wasn't a day I would like to remember. And my foolish dreams never came true. :( Did I cry that day? Maybe. I had Computer Exam. 'Twas a sad way to welcome 17.
A few days after this we shifted again. And I'm happy here.(So-so) 
After 2nd preparatory there wasn't much. Except that we had holidays to prepare for Boards.




February 2011

• Fantasizing about holidays.
• Wondering what to blog.
• Studying.

Graduation was nice. And I loved the Van trip back to school. I won't forget that. Slowly, somewhere the sinking feeling that "we're going to separate" began. I didn't cry. I sat on a duck. I loved the day. I wish it had never ended.

Last day of school was another hilarious outing. Oh Yes, Pooja was going on....

I'll blog later. must Babysit and cook and become a domestic Idiot. 




11:49 PM


I'm back. And I neither cooked or cleaned. :P Went and sat in M.N. Krishna Rao Park and observed birds (both varieties) and played with Guddi.


Also I forgot that December was a great month for one thing.
I really enjoyed my time with Divya (Although I moaned and groaned about it!) I still remember the night when I found the whole set up hard to bear and I had Anusha to give me a few comforting words. (I had complained that i had got only 6 hours of Sleep... Now, that seems so much!)
January was not that Bad as i made it out to be either. I mean I had Fishes (Yeah we got an aquarium) and Books for company.
Latest Books Read:

1. Jo's Boys :Louisa May Alcott
2. Rusty: Ruskin Bond
3. All Roads Lead to Ganga: Ruskin Bond
4. Another Ruskin Bond Book
5. Penny from Heaven
6. 1 night @ a Call centre
7. 3 mistakes of my life
8. 5 point someone
9. Oh Baby! (Again!)
10. That Book by Kamala Markandeya (forgot the name, not the story..)

Yes, not bad.But nothing great either.I'm gonna buy books this summer (As Usual)


Grad was great actually. I know I'll look back and miss that day like hell.I guess that happens to everybody.We need to adapt, acclimatize to new situations. Which is why I agree with Chandana Ma'am that I'm perspicacious. True, I was initially hesitant to look it up in the dictionary.I believe I deserve that. That's my strength.Not my weakness.


This whole year has been a great journey.
Here's the speech I wrote for the Farewell that got umm..4 votes? (Duh! I'm unpopular)
But I don't need votes to put anything in my blog. And I loved what I wrote, so here it is:


                                          


*Basically my system crashed.
 So the software problem persists.
 Please be patient.


Dad is asking me "What Next?" repetitively. And I'm as clueless as my sister. Oh No.
Back to the same old topic.I must wait until results.yet, that's not possible.Ahh!


I hope tomorrow is going to be Fun! Hmmm.. Garuda girls!
Spamming Karthik Karanth has been fun.
I think I need to do something different this summer.
Ideas:

1. Volunteer as a social worker (I got dad's green signal)
2. Sing
3. Cook
4. Jog
5. Reduce facebook time
6. Blog More
7. Visit Favorite Website. 

I know, nothing great after the first point. :|


But I'm Oh-So Excited! I'm going to Delhi Folks!
And I had this "Hunt for a Free Ticket" (Where I had to beg everybody to come! :P)
And Vidhathri agreed!!! :D 


Shimla
Snow
Skiing
Pine
Photos
Dad
Vidha3
food
north india
delhi
taj mahal
India gate
Delhi chaat
Hindi
A New place!


12:30 AM
I'm not done yet.

And You Are Also Meant For Bad Moods.

Reasons why I'm Upset:

• Boards are getting over.
• Holidays Nothing to do.
• Mom Not coming to Shimla.
• I'm going to be Friendless in a week.
• I think I'm going to be a loner.
• School Life Is Over.

And There it ends. I COULD go on and on.. But That's Not Me. And I've Done Way Too Much Of It.

I Love Title Case! Now Listening to 'Behti Hawa Sa Tha Woh'. And To think I'll be going to the exotic locales where this song was shot!

Reasons why I'm Happy:

• Boards Are FINALLY getting over Tomorrow.
• Holidays! (Which Means I should Learn Cooking. Bleh)
• Delhi!
• Shimla!
• Dad!
• Vidhathri!
• Camera! (You Get The Drift...)
• I'm gonna Bond With Buddi!
• Oh! And Garuda On friday.. <3
• School Life's over. (Unless My dream comes True.)

My Favorite Website is Not www.facebook.com! Or For that matter www.stardoll.com. Infact it doesn't even end with a ".com".. Before You start thinking otherwise, I'll say that It's The Awesomest Thing Ever! 

I'll probably join Baddie...

In less than 30 hours I shall Be Blogging Like HELL! So until Then, It's Loops and Arrays Nothing else really...

Summer :)

Shimla is the capital city of Himachal Pradesh. In 1864, Shimla was declared the summer capital of the British Raj in India. A popular tourist destination, Shimla is often referred to as the "Queen of Hills," a term coined by the British. Located in the north-west Himalayas at an average altitude of 2,205 metres (7,234 ft), the city of Shimla, draped in forests of pine, rhododendron, and oak, experiences pleasant summers and cold, snowy winters. The city is famous for its buildings styled in tudorbethan and neo-gothic architecture dating from the colonial era. Shimla is connected to the city of Kalka by one of the longest narrow gauge railway routes still operating in India, the Kalka-Shimla Railway. Shimla is approximately 115 km (71.4 miles) from Chandigarh, the nearest major city, and 365 km (226.8 miles) from New Delhi, the national capital. The city is named after the goddess Shyamala Devi, an incarnation of the Hindu Goddess Kali.

The Kalka-Shimla Railway is a 2 ft 6 in (762 mm) narrow gauge railway in North-West IndiaKalka to Shimla. It is known for breathtaking views of the hills and surrounding villages. travelling along a mostly mountainous route.

 

Located on the banks of the River Yamuna, Delhi has been known to be continuously inhabited since at least the 6th century BCE, though human habitation is believed to have existed since the second millennium BCE. Delhi is also widely believed to have been the site of Indraprastha, the legendary capital of the Pandavas during the times of the Mahabharata. Delhi re-emerged as a major political, cultural and commercial city along the trade routes between northwest India and the Gangetic plain after the rise of the Delhi sultanates. It is the site of many ancient and medieval monuments, archaeological sites and remains. In 1639, Mughal emperor Shahjahan built a new walled city in Delhi which served as the capital of the Mughal Empire from 1649 to 1857.

After the British East India Company had gained control of much of India during the 18th and 19th centuries, Calcutta became the capital both under Company rule and under the British Raj, until George V announced in 1911 that it was to move back to Delhi. A new capital city, New Delhi, was built to the south of the old city during the 1920s. When India gained independence from British rule in 1947, New Delhi was declared its capital and seat of government. As such, New Delhi houses important offices of the federal government, including the Parliament of India, as well as numerous national museums, monuments, and art galleries.

Owing to the migration of people from across the country, Delhi has grown to be a multicultural, cosmopolitan metropolis. Its rapid development and urbanisation, coupled with the relatively high average income of its population, has transformed Delhi into a major cultural, political, and commercial centre of India.

I Love You.

I wanted to blog ever so badly!

So here I am ranting....

Updates In Life

• New House ( I have a good room :P)
• Boards!
• Birthday got over( Nothing special..)
• I graduated.
• I wore a saree.(And did not have any wardrobe malfunction as I had feared.)
• Duck (FTW)
• A.V.A (Can anything get better than this?)
• I hate SFCBR!
• I Love Pinki (<3)
• Last Day Of school Over.
• C Ma'am 's ode to 10 a2! (Sweetness!)
• Fell Ill twice.
• Cable Banthu. MTS is Fast. **** Photon.
• My Slam Book (<3 <3<3) 
• Incoherence:Forget that Persian.
• CSB is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!