Dissapointment is an Understatement.

The morning was tense so I had a sleepless night pondering the possibilities. Then I decided to be confident.And I came to school pretty early too( 600k-15Rs. Omg!). Then started panicking. Vikas came late but had prepared. Then PCT(Purna Chandra Tejaswi) turned up and Aditya Iyengar said he had prepared. Rajath was my fear. And so was Nikhil Puranik since his mom had written a quiz book for him.(What?). So well, Morning session , MadAds was totally Awesome! Then the other shows was kayish. Played Handcricket like a losa. Lol. And finished Manorama.
Lunch could'nt eat much. As for the others, there was a lot of tension. So after everybody wished us luck, we went. After a dance by Soujanya (Oh That Girl na.....), we went on stage and it started.
The questions were not that easy but progressively we found it so. Some of the questions showed the effort Chandana Ma'm had put into preparing this. Soon we edged over Blue but the dragon way ahead of us was YELLOW. Ok I can't continue any further.
Yellow House won the Inquizition Trophy. Green got 2nd for the 5th time running.

Opportunity Lost.

Paah..... I was so freakin upset, I just could'nt wait to get outta the stage. And I cried. Lo. Sad. I could never lift that Cup. :(
It's best I stop, coz I'm in such a depressed mood, despite having a great time with so many people after skul and landing at home at 5:45. Lol! Great Time! But Can't forget!

What's the Capital of...... Who invented....... Connect Wimbledon Centre court and Rudyard Kipling...... Hold ON.

Because this is getting seriously dangerous. And we need to win this cup. So that's the only thing on my mind at the moment.But it so happens that my brain is attracting tidbits of other unwanted information also. I hat all this politics. Honestly, I don't care a damn about who is all over whom. And another thing is the fact that one should back up one's friends even when they do something wrong. That's true friendship. Or else they're just acquaintances. Ans what's going on is simply pathetic. People have so many different faces and I can see them being exposed now. Chuck that, Mom, Dad , Dee and Aj went to S.Gam for Puja.Me at Vasanthnagar , Ate @ Mint Masala, Watched George of the Jungle, and well....... People developed a totally diff opinion of me.Lol.

 And there's this Group Discussion where we are being spoon fed tot he point of throwing up in disgust and lack of freedom. And the Questions are being censored as well.What rot.

There's a great demand for the quiz book I git with Duckie's Lib Card and I gave it to Vikas. So then, I hope to show that this time Green will make a comeback. But I Know tis gonna tough.

Then what else? I've developed the sttrnage urge to watch Peepli [Live] and Aisha. No good Reason to though. And next 3 days no lessons at school. :) So then got our Mid term Timetable. Can look into it only after quiz. GD is going to be a show of the Pampered Prized Pooches. Whateva.

Buh-Bai then.

Presidency Quiz

More later.. But for the moment,
I went for a quiz at St.John's Auditorium by The Presidency Group and conducted by Pickbrain with 19 boys... Lol much? This is just the beginning... Shanta's a woman. Forgetting the genders for a second (Whaaaaat?) the quiz was good. MLK prepared at least. And I spent entire evening preparing yesterday. Oh I came back early nenne becoz well, I wasn't well enough. So then I had loads of fun today though I think I was rather quiet. Things went better than I had expected.
I saw:
Governor!
Ashwini Nachappa (Shetty got her autograph)!
Giri Balasubramanium!

And of course I saw Athith and Shubham. I prayed for their failure. but Ahhh, They got the rolling trophy for the 3rd time.......

And why Exactly is Anyone interested in the color of the rubberband of my ponies which happen to be pink and blue irrespectively??????? Point to Ponder.

And now for Sanskrit. And Chemistry. And EVE case Study. And well, my routine......

Bharat Mata Ki Jai!

And it's over!!! Twas so quick I didn't  get the feeling "Oh my god, when is this going to end!".
Here's the Look.

                                     

And I found a new friend. I don't wish to name the person. But. Forget it. Ohh well, I have other things on my mind at the moment to ponder on. And UG, well I'm having doubts about the role model thang. I'm back in Banashankari and love it! Biddi is "All well" but has recurring fever. Yesterday after school I came back and strutted in a saree (Yes, yuck). Today was pleasantly better. All thanks to Mom.
And what about I-Day?
I dislike people selling badges and other things in the name of Independence Day. Including the one sitting in our I-10.Because well, you don't show ur patriotism with dat stuff. Ur actions do. If we stop running down on our country ,that's a far better thing. And Oh, we had another photo session and then went to "Mane thindi". I was cashless so I had lovely pastry from Cake O The Day with Sumana's cash. We saw some other people of our school. And then Syko and I ran for the bus like our pants were on fire! And now shez in Mantri Square.
I think I lost my good mood after what I saw. Goddess. Too Late. Forget It. I cannot help the vagueness because well I don't want to make things absolutely clear. Things better remain as they are. Oh well.

Candid Confessions.

I need to tell the truth somewhere, to someone. Because I can't keep things bottled up anymore. What do I call it? Not addiction. I left that darn Facebook also. This isn't the first time. I spent the whole day doing nonsense (Ahh, Not Crap) and then I wallow in guilt and despair which never seems to end.All this after a truly BAD performance in Bio yesterday. And I know I'm the girl who talks of Distant Dreams. I just Can't get myself to do something. It's pathetic. I have Base and Moozic to feel guilty about too, Mind you. And I don't wanna go down on my grades but at this freaky rate...... Again another of my defects: Give Up Easily. Pfft.

Well this has GOT TO END. And I need to take immediate action(I.e after this blog). And Daddy shocked me yday by saying if I continue such a patchy performance.No more quizzes. Eeep.. I can't say they're being to strict you know. I think I deserve it. And I'm reading Chicken Soup for The Teenage Soul way more than I need to. Or it ought to be.

On the brighter side... Tomorrow is Rachana's Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yaaay!!!
So I did a card and got her a gift too..Since I couldn't complete my artwork. :(  
Looking Back, I've had SO mUCH Fun with this girl for the last 10 years. I know 1 decade. And It has lasted. 10 summers ago I met her at a park and I know I'll never lose my girl... 

Like I said In my card , I still don't understand how she bore with me.. Acoording to me I can have mad moods, sad silences and can crack the silliest pjs and so on....... But She never made me think that way.. In most of our fights, I would be at fault and yet she would be the one to patch up. She's the patient one , me? the haughty , short tempered impulsive one..
We've had fun in Class, when the teacher was there' not there, During lunch break, sharing our lunch, After school in the auto stand, at each others houses( I remember the Binocular thing at her place and our career discussion in the park near my house), during Guide Camps( The Python Scare Lol!), During school trips( remember that Lady Rambo? And the pool fun I had?), the science models we made, the charts we did for the class, the school day dances, the talents day programs, the Interschool competitions(Horlicks-Camera-U-Fever-Me-Fun-Bus stand rot-Dads came-Confusion-LOL!!!!!), And I could go on and on.....
U kept me balanced and didn't let me go overboard or overexcited or anything.... We're not exactly like 2 peas... We are way different in our choices and opinions at times, but yet that doesn't matter.....
Rachana If you ever read my blog, this is testimony to our Friendship. And I don't want our journey to end. I want to go on and on.. Until I've reached That Destination which I never want to.

                           This is what I intend to gift her tomorrow at Base.


So yeah, On the whole there's been good and bad...
I never told you about WizKids did I? One lovely day! Of courseMLK din know anything, so while I sat questioning why exactly did he have golden hair( He: To hide my white hair.I've bin doing it for the last 2 years. Dint you notice? Me: I have better things to do than stare at your hair). He claims to have a lot of Influence over people(Me: Some people will never be influenced. I'm one of them. He: Good For You.) Went and clicked some photos in Vijay's camera. Anusha took Mani and my photo but sadly all her photos were mysteriously lost. Then what else? As usual , saw a lotta people from across the city..
Sometimes I'm surprised I remember faces so well. Why couldn't I remember how the Root Hair Diagram looked? Then I was a bit upset during the Bus ride back because of Magnet's powers and also that Whistle's Woman( She calls herself a Yellow House leader) 's constant screeches. And what totally irritated me was Vijay asking me if we had fun and when when we said yes like "But you were so quiet..."... Mood Off..
So then I love Mommy and Daddy and I'm thinking of them a lot right now because what I did today(i.e Nothing) made me feel like a cheat ( Like Bobby was told by Miss Grayling in Enid Blyton's St. Clare's). An then we both went home with our Dad's coming almost simultaneously. Dad and Mom have done so much for me... And what I'm doing in Lupin's words is a "Poor Repayment".

Will it work again? Who knows...

Hello again.... Umm yesterday I read a really nice blog by some girl called Nikitha Samanthara or something.. And well I Repeat that yesterday's discussion made me infinitely happy.
Well, I was cleaning this garbage bin called "my room", when I became totally dejected with myself... I mean I have SO many opportunities and I should make the best of it. I hope that  I'll never regret the way I spent my teenage years in future. I told Mani and Dee about my plan..
This computer teacher never gets bored of my antics and that surprises me. I accept I go all lame and foolish and yet she kinda doesn't mind... Whoa..
And that reminds me of that Magnet.And of the Talk that I had today. Whatever.
I love my new hairdo because I can do it myself..
Last time I did Pretty Bad in Math (I had to sadly tell ma'm that she had given me  four precious marks by mistake. :( But I did'nt regret it I think.)
Then what else? 3G model selected. Gd sessions going on... Gb? Ahh, what can I say? :D
And I read an article in DH about radioactive emissions from these connectivity towers.Shocking na? That's because India doesn't have any law or panel to look at these seemingly minor issues.

Well and seriously only 20 people were present today..Majority absent.So tommy is a holiday because they realized fewer people will come tomorrow and that will be Shame.
I think I agree with Dad. I need to change. It's essential.I know where I stand and I admit it's not where I want to be stuck. And I won't care about any "Bloody Nerdy Shit"..(Yes, sometimes I lose my patience and use them mentally). We are what we are. And what Mani did is no "Sin" like what Rajath RD thinks. Hmmm.... I wanna forget that lame issue which reminds of how lame people can get.

Top Story: Of course my DD!!!!! Can anything get bigger than that?
Person I'm thinking of at the moment: Anbu!!! She needs me more and so do I. But I need my textbooks too...

Cya...

Distant dreams...

Well I thought I'll blog about how many strange women I've met in my life and their stranger stories.
This time I'm having a dream. One I want to achieve . And i'm prepared to work for it. And i've taken the first step towards it.
ISC and then a degree in a foreign University.
I can do it. I know. But it's an expensive dream. 

Bish.

Ey, it has been just too long...

Fine so well my class is undergoing a revolution of some kind.I don't know whether for the better or worse.

I'm not studying enough.I love Badminton.Some people are weird.I miss Achala.

Biddi booming with a boy cut.So many things going on.I think it's time for "The Rebirth Of Seriousness".Well school's nice and we have good fun.I come back home totally tired and rarely do anything productive. Facebook is getting irritatingly addictive.I've projects too to do. Base exam day after tommy.And that reminds me, I need to GO.


hEY! I do love writing stuff here only I can't coz I'm busy...

Board Not Bored exams this year.........

Hullo! Long time no see...

Really, I have so much to write about too...
Watching "You belong with me" for no reason...
School started and yeah I went to Sirsi etc and made a nice album of it too..Twas  a nice experience. Rural India is unspoilt and less crowded.Goks Beach was loveley and Yana was a wonderful sight. The Sonda mutt had a tranquil atmosphere which I had never felt anywhere before.And it was fun with Jyothi and Pooja.Not to forget Sigandur , Honnemardu or Marikamba temple.
Yes, I did miss that leadership program and that's why I'm going tomorrow. 
8 Days since school started and what should I say??
Sunday was Nidhi's Bday and I saw Twilight on Saturday!
He's not hot and she's not cute but together they make Twilight a lovely movie.
And Shrek was not bad either.Had 3 Ice creams! So that day was good except for the fact that I knew there would work PILED up..
Wrote and essay for C mam about "What I was supposed to do and what I ended up doing in the hols and why?" . I rather liked writing it.
School's as usual feeling diff that's all. Sanskrit new teacher. Oh, I got my papers too. What can I say? 8.5% depreciation.But 6% improvement in Sanskrit! Order now: S Me D. Last time: D Me S. I'm balanced.
So then Yesterday spoke to C mam and she gave Valuable tips.Try to follow them too.Started as a matter of fact. FB once a week. Lot of things to remember actually.

Me: I chatted with Samy the other day.
Nidhi: Samy who?
Me: Samaneh Jawad, Don't you know?
Nidhi: God! Why are you so into her?
Me: Really, I'm not.......!
Nidhi: Shut up!


I play better when you're not around and I'm calmer too. So don't come. - Me.( To myself. I wish I could tell it to the concerned person though.)


Your Love is my Drug - Ke$ha

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like a native drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug?

Relatives are a necessary Evil- C mam


I listen to English songs -Deepthi


R u an American? - Me (.Foolishness.)


Have you become thin, girl?- Computer Teacher ( No names exist for her. Only "Boy" and "Girl")


Haha- Samaneh Jawad ( That's mostly all that she said throughout that chat)


SO!- Anagha Aravind , Urja Tibrewal and Achala Keshava ( I never get it.)


Tommy's the leadership thingy and I'm rather nervous. The Pursuit Of Happiness seems like a real good movie. I should see it fully sometime.
Books I read in the hols:
Good Wives-Louisa May Alcott
Around the world in 80 days-Jules Verne
The 3 musketeers-Alexander Dumas
Pollyanna grows up
Upper fourth at Malory Towers-Enid Blyton
Drunken Forest-Gerald Durrell
A lotta chicken soup for my kinda soul
Harry Potter series for the Nth time...
And now reading Jungle Book.


10th then. So pretty hectic eh? I do wanna do well in my Boards.But I think it is cruel that a teacher who says she is "way ahead" of other classes takes our only PT period just to circulate a tuning fork thrice.Not.Very.Nice.


There was an Air crash recently and several innocent citizens were killed.Several families were devastated. Several dreams were shattered. Several lives changed forever. But only a few survived.


And now there's that IDIOTIC plan to make Lalbagh into a commercial money-making amusement park.OUTRAGEOUS.Why do these officials come up with such hideous ideas?
If there is a protest I WILL go to express my rage at the foolishness of the idea. I maybe a schoolgirl but I'm sick and tired of hearing "Man is the culprit" and "Humans are responsible." so I think it's about time we DO something instead of pretending that another species has caused this.

11.20! Good gracious, how time flies.. Pokerface is strange but just like it's singer .Bad Romance Stinks.Anbu fine. Down with a cold. I wish I spent more time with her. She's an adorable child.


Yawn... Are you happy? You better be.
Seeya!

It's Late. My Fate.

Hols! Really  this time it's bin different... At vasanthnagar...And now back in Banashankari....
Badminton's really nice. Sweating it out like never before.. Love my Corby and Done with Base. Starting Cycling from Tommy.

I should start School Work too... Monday I think...I have time till 20th after that, No Looking Back...
 Bit confused at the moment.. I should ask which standard atleast! Gonna muster enough courage to do so on Monday... Whenever I think of doing so, I invariably walk past with a glance which is returned with interest.
But I got o Baddie to play and do only that. I like the game too. Making new friends... and meeting new people. 
Fine.
Bye,
Sorry. More when there's more.

10th May

Hey..
well m'going outta town in a few days for a few days.Can't wait for tommy.
Dad: "Are rumours that you're  not studying Baseless?"
Me: " Not until Base got over." :-)
Well I completely agree that I haven't been academically productive this hols... But from 20th I've nothing else to do but just that.. Badminton's fun.. I'm seeing real good players..*-*
Yesterday was Deep's Bday..Wished her.. Spoke to Sumana..
Then GOTTO reduce fb time and blog instead.. God, I'm SO happy Samy liked my blog! Getting crazier dreams by the minute...

Well I WILL do it today...I hope so at least.. But actually I don't want to know the truth. Because I fear the worst...TDH.

Lolzzz..  That's enough for you!